Thursday, March 31, 2005

Powderful Week

Not a good week. Lack of sleep, rushing assignments.

Had my last lesson with Dr. Claire yesterday. Really really glad to have taken up her module as a GE. Guess it wasn't exactly a good way to spend half the last lesson struggling to stay awake. In fact, I think I almost dozed off in front of her for a few times. And the notes I was taking down, I was horrified to find them unreadable. Coz I was writing calligraphy instead I guess. She made my day, gave me a good grade for my first assignment. How much the second and final one gets, can't wait to see.

Tuesday night was spent without sleeping, rushing my speech outline for today's speech, which was rather screwed, I feel. Saw the video and realised I was holding on to the remote control for don't-know-what-the-heck reasons. And as usual, gabra-ed a few words. But still, I think it wasn't so bad, although I looked emotionless too.

Last night was spent at GE and then preparing for speech. Enough about the speech.

Today, after the website and video presentation, suddenly felt the truth of Dr. Lee's words strike hard. "Is it all worth it?" He said that some nights ago to me while I was editing the video. I would be lying if I said I'm not disappointed. But then it's over, so be it.

Just now Kerri mentioned that there is almost no more chivalry spirit left in CS, or was it CS guys? One commented that she "quite strong" instead of helping her. What's coming over the world? I guess there really is very little such spirit left. Some people are simply too engrossed in minding their own businesses to care about others. But again, that's human nature. No point dwelling too much into it. As long as you do your part, then suan le, let them be, let them be.

Cheers to the less than two weeks left before exams. Good luck to everyone, especially me. I'll need it most.

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