Updates

Ok so I'm still unemployed and doing random stuff here and there like spring cleaning and trying to enjoy lyfe.

Had to supervise the night cycling last night for the boys and oh well, concluded, things have not changed much.

I guess there is super alot of work to be done and alot of effort required. It's not easy to change boys' mentality, especially at that age.

Thinking back, I can boldly and proudly say that I was much more sensible when I was 17.

Hurts when you know people can do it, but they do not want to, either to prove some dumb point or just to show that streak of rebellion in them.

Sigh. Hurts too when you can't produce things the way you want to. The difference between idealism and realism, that tension, is supposed to be the energy that drives you. But at times it has become a negative pressure for me. Ok I guess ultimately it's how you make of this tension.

A 'lil more positivity I guess, and more love.

Ai4 de3 jiao4 yu4.