Smacking Myself With A Steel Club

Ok the origin of the title comes from a particular nonsensical blogger who has finally blogged something serious.

Thanks man for that entry. It made me feel better.

Finally I've rationalised my thoughts and feelings over the past few days. Maybe it was all part of The Big Plan for me. Although there was not really a closure for me for the case (she and she did not come up to explain the situation personally to me), I reckoned maybe I've been expecting too much. And it's perhaps another test for me.

Deep inside, I still wished certain people would have more courage, those affected by episode 3. For myself I'm just happy I did my part and said out the TFA thing that I've never had a chance to in the past 9 years as a TFA.

But it's supposed to be blurted out to clear crowds, not in the way I had to use it.

I know I've contributed my part in certain aspects and that's it.

We can't blame anybody, everything just happens for a reason, and we all learn and grow through it.