Frustration

Down with a fever. I haven't had one in years.

I hate it that I'm getting so little sleep.

I hate it that I'm missing out on my runs.

I hate it that pieces of work keep piling up. And I have to return to the office even after long hours of filming, just to do work that doesn't inspire or make me feel excited.

I hate it that it seems I don't seem to have much control over my life now.